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    In the author's note at the very beginning of this book James W Jesso lets his readers know upfront that while The True Li

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    Honest thought provoking and clearly written from the heart James Jesso’s second book illuminates a much needed alternative way for writing on the psychedelic experience As the previous reviewer mentions there is an increasing body of work regarding the psychotherapeutic uses and potentials of psychedelics There is also a rich history of writing on the connection between entheogens and religiousspiritual experience and

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    Won this Through Goodreads First ReadFound this book uite interesting Was able to relate to some of the emotions and situations I think it is a good look at the darker side to psychedelic mushrooms Glad I got the chance to read it

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    Accessible modern shamanism I would love to meet this guy I identified a lot with what he was talking about and what he seemed to be going through IMHO this is worth reading a few times

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    I sought this book after reading the author’s other book “Decomposing the Shadow” which I also enjoyed The True Light or Darkness has of what I was looking for; anecdotes which I can’t enough of I spent countless hours reading trip reports on Erowid as well the psycho spiritual travelogue of these experiences Jes

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    Wow What an amazing read James W Jesse is truly a genius with his words This book really captured me If you are Interested in psykedelic jour

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Ng inadeuacy and feeling unable to love and out the other side into confidence courage and inspiration From daytime trips with friends gone sour beyond a night rife with psychotic breaks and into the watery confines of facing depression in a sensory deprivation tank The True Light Of Darkness is a vehicle of insight on what it means to ask to be broken in the hopes of finding wholene. Won this Through Goodreads First ReadFound this book uite interesting Was able to relate to some of the emotions and situations I think it is a good look at the darker side to psychedelic mushrooms Glad I got the chance to read it

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Storytelling and visionary medicines are fundamental aspects of the human experience The latter takes us to places beyond ourselves into realms of the mind unplumbed unfathomable and often unpleasant The former allows us to share such experiences with each other It unlocks personal experiences from the individuated shell and releases them into the collective whereby we can learn from. In the author s note at the very beginning of this book James W Jesso lets his readers know upfront that while The True Light of Darkness was written for the play of reading and storytelling it should primarily be considered a serious cautionary tale Although its true that psychedelics can be used as a tool for psychotherapy and alleviating depression he writesThe cautionary elements of this book are to expose how dark painful and potentially damaging these experiences can be when they lack certain support structures such as a guide a supportive community and an understanding of one s psychologyLater on in the author s note Jesso mentions that the deepest intention behind writing the book was greater health understanding and wisdom for all of us through sharing stories and welcoming conversation The book is structured in three main parts which explore the outcomes of three separate challenging experiences that Jesso had with psilocybin mushroomsThe first chapter in the trip trilogy of chapters is titled 2 Friends 5 Grams and a Box from Cusco Peru and it describes a high dose mushroom experience that Jesso had with two other friends during a period of his life when he had recently worked through the feeling of lacking a sense of general direction That feeling left him confused and perplexed about the purpose of life but he identified that his life purpose was to write a book about his experiences with psilocybin mushrooms which eventually became his second book Decomposing the Shadow Lessons from the Psilocybin Mushroom However that book had not been finished when he embarked on this trip in fact he was still in the process of writing it After making what Jesso considers to have been a terrible breakfast decision consisting of a toasted kamut grain bun with butter jam and hemp seeds followed by a big bowl of oatmeal and a cup of black tea a wave of nervous anxiety washed over him eventually leading to a series of challenging events that escalated uickly These events included things like the development of paranoid feelings about a dirty box from Peru the thought of being attacked by germs in an unhygienic bathroom and the belief that the Internet was alive and under immediate threat At one point in the trip one of Jesso s friends asked him a uestion about the direction his life was going that sends him into an existential crisis of sorts However he ultimately ended up learning that he desperately needed to change the way he approached his writing project which turned out to be beneficial for his wellbeingThe next trip trilogy chapter is titled Discovering the True Light of Darkness It takes place after a thirteen month practice where Jesso worked with psilocybin mushrooms once per month always during the full moon and always solo He noticed that after than a year with this practice he was a noticeably changed man and for the better So Jesso decided to break the model he had established and embark on a psychedelic journey outside of the full moon ceremony framework with one of his close friends and prior to the December 21 2012 a date that was predicted by many including Jesso to bring about great change Both Jesso and his friend were experiencing feelings of anxiety and depression and wanted to work with the mushroom to learn how to alleviate those feelings Jesso makes a point to describe the custom blend of tea that he consumed at the beginning of his trip which I found to be an intriguing side note and something to research further on my own in the future After working through several challenging thoughts during a meditation a walk in nature and a productive mind mapping session Jesso was able to identify the source of his negative emotions and made plans to change his behavior so that he could live a less stressful and happier lifeThe final chapter of the trip trilogy is titled Facing Forgiveness Embracing the Shadow and it takes place in a uniue location a float tank Once again Jesso found himself battling an especially rough round of depression and decided to combine the use of psilocybin with the distraction free environment of a sensory isolation tank Although I have not had any personal experiences with float tanks at the time that I write this review I am aware that they are intense on their own without the addition of any psychedelic compounds so it seemed to me to be both extremely courageous and also somewhat foolish to work with the mushroom while floating However I also knew that Jesso is not a reckless psychonaut and would not embark on a journey of this caliber without ensuring that he would be in a safe supportive environment that would minimize any potential physical risks that could occur during the experience He describes the entire evening s events including the humble beginnings of consuming a chocolate drink made with the mushrooms a simple yet transformative walk to the float center and the wild contents of his psychedelic trip inside the tank Once again Jesso ends up working through psychological material that was hidden within his unconscious and finds himself healed by his experience with the mushrooms in the tankI really enjoyed The True Light of Darkness and found it to be a brutally honest inside look at Jesso s challenging psilocybin experiences As someone who has had a fair share of challenging psychedelic experiences I appreciated how forthcoming Jesso was when describing the things he had to work through and the methods that he employed to do so and how these psychedelic experiences positively impacted his life If you re interested in psychedelics and especially if you want to know how challenging they can be you owe it to yourself to check out this book At the very least I encourage you to head over to jameswjessocom and look at all of the work that he has produced including three books a collection of writings a podcast called Adventures Through The Mind and a series of videos As a fellow writer and content creator I definitely look up to Jesso and strive to create content that is similar in both uantity and uality Perhaps one of these days I will write a book that is as honest and insightful as The True Light of Darkness but for now the psychedelic community is blessed to have books like this one

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Them together From the author of Decomposing The Shadow Lessons From The Psilocybin Mushroomi 2013 comes a captivating and vulnerable exposé into the dark recesses of the human psyche This book follows James W Jesso as he recounts in three of his most turbulent and dark experiences with visionary mushrooms Through story he takes us along as he travels through depression self loathi. Honest thought provoking and clearly written from the heart James Jesso s second book illuminates a much needed alternative way for writing on the psychedelic experience As the previous reviewer mentions there is an increasing body of work regarding the psychotherapeutic uses and potentials of psychedelics There is also a rich history of writing on the connection between entheogens and religiousspiritual experience and practice Jesso manages to straddle these two established strands adding an accessible voice to what can sometimes be uite inaccessible academic debates while also asserting the validity of experience of those who like himself are creating their own frameworks of interaction with these substances The demarcation between legitimate medicalpsychotherapeutic and religioussacramental use on the one hand and illegitimate recreational and in most cases illegal use on the other though ostensibly in the interests of harm prevention and reduction can also be read an insidious justification of the denial of the individual s right to explore their own consciousness Books like this perform a vital function in revealing the profound limits this denial places on the positive development of humankind and the systems with which it lives in symbiosis and in offering hope and intellectual drive towards the healing of the individual and the collective